Mom's worried but I guess that's only natural How could she not when her son's a walking disaster Rushing in never felt so good Bloody streets in my neighborhood I wanna smash my face Learn a lesson, appreciate I wanna make a great escape And get gone forever We'll get gone forever I just wanna smash my face Learn a lesson Appreciate Learn a lesson, get gone forever And appreciate Knowing you We could live forever Mom's worried but I guess that's only natural How could she not when I'm a fucking disaster I need a break Fuck you, kid

I’d love know what you were thinking about Should I dive in? Should I pull it out? If it’s too deep and I sink Would you help me drown? It’s time that I came clean These stains are not from simple wear and tear You must know I leak I feel like freaking out But I’ll just go to sleep My patience is wearing thin, just like the worn out shirt I came here in I’d love know what you were thinking about Should I dive in? Should I pull it out? If it’s too deep and I sink Would you help me drown? Inside my head the air is thin But the water’s warm Will you jump in? It’s looking bleak So if I sink Would you hang around? And I’ve been remissed, Most of my good friends are simply not aware but I just want to fit Yeah I could really use a kiss I’m bent, worn out and wearing thin Just like the tired smile I walked in with I’d love know what you were thinking about Should I dive in? Should I pull it out? If it’s too deep and I sink Would you help me drown? Inside my head the air is thin But the water’s warm Will you jump in? It’s looking bleak So if I sink Would you hang around? If there’s a lack of color I’m just not reflecting right I’m just a mirror for others, who can’t keep their spectrum tight

It’s 5 am in New York City I’m glad Jen knows where to park The van is quiet, but I’m not lonely the sandwich in the cooler fell apart Well we wanted to see the White House and take a picture of us on the lawn but we almost crashed like three times and man, we were done with Washington The clouds today look just like pillows, well I find comfort in the sky We booked it straight out of DC and I just wanted to shake this feeling of chasing my own tail and I promise you I’m not wired to fail I’ve just got this habit that I need break The clouds today look just like pillows, well I find comfort in the sky I hear them calling me to bed But it just goes right over my head Ooooooooooooooooooooo I need you to keep me up So keep me up I need you to keep me up Cause honestly this coffee sucks

I wish I could remember, those long nights in September we thought would last forever but that’s too bad, man You’re caught up in a stupor but I guess I’m not much better I swear that you’ll forget her She’s not your last, man Take me back to the way it was before, when you would come haunt my back porch Every night Take me back the way it was before, when you would crash through my front door, whenever you wanted to And I’ve been spending my time outside with half smoked bowls I’ve been feeling bitter, I know I can be hard to swallow I’ve been spending my time outside, Spending my time outside I wish I could remember, those long nights in September we thought would last forever but that’s too bad, man (Dust it all off just to throw it away, while you’re running out of things to say I woke up in the Czech Republic and stayed high all damn day) You’re caught up in a stupor but I guess I’m not much better I swear that you’ll forget her She’s not your last, man Take me back to the way it was before, when you would come haunt my back porch Every night Take me back the way it was before, when you would crash through my front door, whenever you wanted to I’ve been spending my time outside with the things I think I know, I’ve been feeling lonely, I know I can be hard to deal with, Ive been spending my time outside, Spending my time outside Yeah we hoped this would last forever, but that’s too bad man (Dust it all off just to throw it away, while you’re running out of things to say I woke up in the Czech Republic and stayed high all damn day) You’re caught up in a stupor, But I guess I’m not much better, I swear that you’ll forget her, She’s not forever Whose hit is it anyway I’ll save these memories for a rainy day, I know you’re not here to stay, but who will I smoke with